My life...............

​I'll try and keep this sort: I have no friends, no job and a broken heart. I've tried to find sports clubs but there's none in the area. I've joined the local gym in search for friends but no luck (it's not the right place for that!). I'm not some weirdo I'm a very normal girl, pretty in fact! I've just completed and finished uni and come away with one friend (who lives the other side of the country) i made lots of aquantences but all of those have faded quickly. I have 1 or 2 aquantences here at home who have stood me up more than I've actually seen them this past year, they have good friends already and don't need me. I'm obviously trying to look for work, but the job market is pretty grim. Please don't suggest volunteering, there's not many places I can do that here and I have looked into it as a way of meeting people, but there all much older people and I'd rather spend that time applying for payed work. No doubt about it- my life's pretty grim right now. I hardly do anything with my days. I was seeing a guy a few months ago who I'm extremely hung up on and attached to, I can't stop thinking about him, I get really upset over him a lot too. We use to text daily and now I don't talk to anyone, I could literally switch my phone off for a month and revive no messages. He told me straight up that he isn't bothered anymore. He's now moving onto a good career starting soon and having a lot of fun with his friends right now, meeting girls and dating etc, he's moved on. I feel like I'm stuck in rut with life... No one is really interested in me right now. Im starting to take a lot of my frustration and anger out on my family and I live in a mad house as it is, my little brother is lazy and demanding and my older sister is a control freak. She's only a year older but never wants to do anything, she's spends a lot of time with her boyfriend of 6 years, she's not interested in the social scene either. Whereas I want to socialise and have fun, today I wanted to go to an outdoor bar (people were posting pictures on Facebook and it was bouncing, everyone was having fun) but I had no one to go with. I have wanted a boyfriend for a while now, I get attention on the street but obviously nothing comes from it. A relationship would give me comfort and a social life. But like I said, I don't really get to meet guys. I'm just feeling a bit upset right now and would like advice please. The main thing that's bothering me is my the guy I was seeing, he was also my only friend as such, I feel attached and just can't let it go easily. Thanks for taking the time.

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