Sexually rejected by husband

My husband and I have been married 14 years and have never had any sexual problems before this. A few nights ago I was finishing my monthly flow (my period) , so my husband and I had a Heavy forplay session until we both completed. The very next night we had a Date night. We had a romantic dinner and Yes I probably had, too much wine. We got home and put music on and fillled with liquid courage I decided to strattle my husband while he was on the couch. He gently removed me and said he wasn't in the mood. He has never Not been in the mood. I felt totally sucker punched. Yes we had messed around the night before, but with no intercourse. So date night, I wanted the intercourse. That was the first time since we have been together that he had rejected me. It has been two days since that happened and I still feel unattractive and angry about this. It is like he took away what little self esteem I did have. What I need to know is, why do I still feel SO horrible? How long until I feel wanted again? I know this has only happened once and he probably was "Just not in the mood". But he really hurt my feelings. How do I feel better? :(

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