I'm OK looking but also kind of "generic" I guess (long hair, slim, good skin, wear a lot of skirts/dresses etc.) and get a lot of attention from guys even though I don't wear makeup.
Recently, though, I've wanted to try out different styles and just for lack of a better word look ugly. I don't want to cut my hair as it'd take a while to grow back, or do something crazy like a tattoo or piercing, but do stuff like wear less "pretty" clothing, crazy makeup like orange lipstick, that kind of thing. I looked at the things I want to wear like Doc Martens and punky clothing and realised I want to try being less attractive.
I've never pandered to guys but it's not like I just broke up with anyone, why do I want to try out the ugliest things I can? I don't understand why I feel like this. I'm kind of arty so is that just reflecting in my sudden need to rebel? Any other girls feel this way?
I start a new job in September, should I just try dressing like this before then?
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