This is so horrible...

Right so i've posted about this person several times on tsr. No one will be able to find the other stuff because it's anon so i'll quickly go over everything that happened: Before starting university, I made a friend on here who was doing the same course as me at the same uni, in the same year. We were (and still are) living on the same accomodation village and they are in their own flat on their own so during freshers they would quite often be with me because I guess apart from a couple of friends they have here from school I was the only person they knew. We became best friends :) lots of confusion and snooping later we then started going out (this was in October) and I had dumped my boyfriend of three years (who was really lazy and annoying sometimes) for this guy. My home friends got incredibly defensive and I fell out with a very large majority of them because of this new guy but he was so lovely, it was worth it to stop him getting hurt as much. We walked to lectures together, sat with each other in lectures, had lunch together and would sometimes hang out in the evening too and go clubbing with our mutual friends from the course. In December, everyone went home for christmas and he drove the 2 hour journey in the holidays to come and visit and meet my family. We then returned to university last week and resumed everything as normal. It was lovely to see my best friend (and my boyfriend) again but last weekend, he broke up with me. I was (and still am) so upset. It's weird not being able to just hang out with them anymore and I miss him so much :\ all of his friends were so lovely towards me and I will miss them too. His reason for breaking up was that it was 'too much, too soon' and he 'realised at christmas that he preffered life without the added stress and that we have plenty of time for relationships'. Today is the first day I haven't cried about it. We went out for some drinks with friends last night and I got a bit upset so went to talk to my friend on the phone and he found me and spoke to me about why I was upset and gave me a hug which was really nice of him, just to talk to him for a couple of minutes as my friend again. However, when he hasn't drunk anything he won't speak to me and it's really sad. I miss him so much and I wish I could get him back. Does anyone think there's ever going to be any chance of that happening? I won't bother with going anon again, he's not gunna find it anyway soooo... (Famous last words :P )

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