I sexually hate my wife!

Ok so I have been with my wife for 7 years. I have recently found out that she has lied about her past to me. Why? Damn it, I spilled my guts out to her about my past and she lied to me about hers 4 years ago. I even accepted the fact that she enjoyed her past lovers large ****s but to not tell me all the truth is a game changer. Recently found out she was a huge **** with her past and I have asked her to perform things with me that she said she had never done and would not do with me but I found pics, and videos that proved tougher wise. I confronted her hand she said she would do better. But as to date (3 months ago nothing has changed). WTF! I need help? Why did she lie I told her I would not and have to judged her I just want to experience with her all possibly sexual fun after all she is my wife is that too much to ask? Ready to start finding what I want and need outside our marriage! What do y'all think I should do?

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