Summary:
Tried for ages with girl, finally worked, breaking it off to avoid too much pain separating for uni, haven't spoken to her for 36 hours and it's keeping me awake at night and eating me alive.
Ok, gonna bullet point for ease of reading.
- Knew this girl for a year, just friends
- Started going out, screwed up didn't work
- Tried about 3 times, I kept messing up - not confident etc
- Had a break of about three months, lost virginity
- more confident, she got jealous
- got back together, felt amazing, going perfect, she agrees
- Start thinking about next year
- going to different unis (hour and a half apart, though she actually has applied to a course at my uni too and might still go there)
- She decides it's better to break it off now before we get even more attached
- Says we should try not texting/talking/seeing each other for however long it takes to clear her head and think about next year
- Definitely because of this - it isn't some stupid excuse. It hurts her too.
- Been 36 hours - We used to text 24/7 and would see each other every day (Boarding school)
- Killing me - keeps me awake, dream about it, think about it in lessons
- I don't know what to do.
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