I feel like i need to vent. I have a really big exam coming up tomorrow for my final year of uni and all i can think about is the situation my ex has put me in.
We had a great relationship, yes we argued but who doesn't. I honestly thought he really cared about me. He'd do lovely little thoughtful things. By my lovely presents for no reason and he just made me really happy.
He ended it about a week an a half ago and since then every things felt a bit of a blur.
I really wanted to get back with him, so have spent the last week focusing on exams and how to do this. We we're always meant to be meeting tomorrow after my exam. So i had that to look forward to.
Then yesterday i realised he'd been lying to me. He's been working at a bar behind my back - one i thought he'd left back in January and telling me he was somewhere else! Like at the pub with his dad, or another city at his aunts.
He also had been talking to a girl on fb about a month ago and the messages mysteriously got deleted. He said his friend had done it and i had no reason not to believe him. But she'd been liking stuff on his fb so i asked him about her again the other week (while we were still together) and he said they didn't speak and he didn't even have her number. Yet the day we split up i realise she's on the top of his Snapchat friends list which means they must snapchat a lot… And yesterday i found out she also works at this bar. I'm completely confused and puzzled.
We have a holiday in 2 weeks time. I paid for both of us because at the time he didn't have the money. But he was always going to pay me back, and i saw no reason not to believe him.2 of my house mates have just told me that he told them that i booked it without telling him as a 'surprise'. I don't understand why he'd lie.
And just now i text him making sure meeting up tomorrow at a set time was fine. And he's replied saying he can only see him for an hour.
I feel like this is a massive slap in the face. After everything he's put me through recently, how did i genuinely think he cared about me?
I need some advice on how to approach him tomorrow. I'm going crazy and i need answers!
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