I do not think that I am a beauty really. I have a wide nose that goes wider when I smile, and my teeth are not straight, with a large gap in between the two front ones. I also have a slightly protruding and high forehead, so I always need to have a fringe, and a round face with chubby cheeks despite being slim, and it makes me look younger than I am. Whenever I put weight on, even just a little, it goes right to my face which is worse, and I look like I have a huge ball head.
I try to make the best of myself but I know i'll never be considered classically beautiful. Secondly, I do not consider myself very intelligent/good at learning. I see people who can speak about 5 languages, play 3 instruments, get straight As, and still have time to go out with friends, have boyfriends etc. If you ask me about politics and economics then i'm lost. I got 'good' grades but nothing amazing.I like drawing but I'm not that good. I'm not talented at anything.
I think i'm a nice person, and I'm never rude or mean to people and I help them but I don't feel like there is much to me; I've not much to offer. A family friend was recently introduced to us at a meal, a girl a similar age to me, and she was very naturally beautiful, with a very impressive career, and clearly highly intelligent... my boyfriend even commented on her after we'd gone and said she was really pretty and nice..
I just feel like i'll never be anything special and I'm miserable. I have some hobbies but I also suffer social anxiety.I went to uni and I think my job is good, and I know I'm very lucky to even be in employment, but I constantly have low self-esteem and I dunno how to make it better.
if anyone could offer any advice, I'd be really grateful, thanks.
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