Hi guys, this may be long so I'm sorry. If you don't like long posts about a silly 19 year old girls love life then don't read.
There is a guy who is interested in me and I am also interested in him. We've been on dates, we sleep with each other regularly etc etc but it hasn't moved anywhere else. I really like him, so much, like honestly I feel stupid about how much I like him and he knows this.
We talk a lot through whatsapp on a daily basis, when we are not together. I will give an example of what I mean when I say he's playing games with me by what has happened tonight. This type of thing seems to happen when I can't ''hang out'' with him and it's driving me mad!!
He messaged me - ''Do you want to hang out tonight?''
Me - I would but it's my Nans birthday, we could do something 2moro night tho
Him - kk
The kk thing did make me think he was in a mood that I couldn't hang out.
He then messaged me 4 hours later saying ''wuu2?''
Me - I'm out with my fam having a meal :) wuu2?
Him - I'm at a house party, loads of people here, met some Irish girls :P
Me - Oh I see, have fun. ********.
Him - Thanks.
I then messaged him back around an hour later saying '' Sorry about earlier, are you ok?''
Him - Can't talk, busy ;)
He hasn't spoken to me again all night. I know this seems really pathetic but it drives me mad thinking that he's probably sleeping with another girl or met another girl or met someone better than me :(. He does stuff like this all the time, he knows that I'm obviously going to be a bit miffed that he met some Irish girls.
I always think to myself when he next tries to speak to me I'm not going to reply or I'm going to treat him exactly how he treats me but I don't and I can't seem to because I feel bad.
Can someone please slap me? or tell me what I should do? or if I'm being extremely pathetic? I can't even sleep because when I try to I end up thinking about him probably poking some other girl and it makes me angry.
:(
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