I've gone out with a guy for like 2 months roughly but I fell really hard for him.
Towards exam season last yr about end of March he sent me a text saying let's not talk for a while due to exams and I thought/hoped things would go back to the way they were.
During that time things happened, summer came and I left the school so there was no closure at all and we never spoke.
Due to recent events, I came face to face with him again and he apologised for some things and was really sweet and it came back like a slap in the face just how much I like him.
I almost fell for him again but I behaved really coldly which took a lot of strength and then eventually gave in and we had a phone conversation which ended quite badly and I proceeded to delete and block him from my life.
I suppose it was some sort of closure but after having no contact with him for half a year I suddenly can't stop thinking about him all the time and it's driving me a bit mad.
Our relationship was quite unhealthy honestly speaking, he used me to get ahead in everything and probably to feel better, smarter and superior to me but I miss him like mad.
Any advice on what to do?
I'm constantly suppressing the urge to call him again and apologise because this time I ended things rudely.
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