Hello if you're reading this :) so much to this, so thank you if you read this.
I am 20, Male and never had a girlfriend (or boyfriend). I am a virgin, and my only ''sexual'' experience is getting off with a couple of girls in clubs. Which felt okay, but I didn't get hard or anything.
When I masturbate, it is often to guys stripping, not having sex - I have no interest in really watching gay sex, or ever having it. I'm unsure what attracts me to it, I don't know if its the stripping, the nudity or the male genitalia.
I can appreciate men that are good-looking, I can appreciate gorgeous women, but on the street, everyday life, I don't get erections or sexual feelings off either sex.
I'm a bit camp - (maybe) I'm not like dancing and prancing, but I'm into the soaps etc. I was mainly raised by my mum, so I am more effeminate, and seem to make friends with girl well - rather than be more likely to have sex with them. Though I also love my sport, football etc (I understand gay men can like football)
Looking forward, I don't want a relationship with a man, I just don't believe it's my thing. I've always wanted a son (and a family - wife) to show them the love and attention I never got,
Obviously, I have some attraction towards men in a sexual way with the above reference, but like I say I've done nothing with anyone to know what I am.
Any advice? Thoughts?
Sorry if some of this is TMI - just trying to be honest. Please be helpful and mature if you comment...
Thanks :)
I am 20, Male and never had a girlfriend (or boyfriend). I am a virgin, and my only ''sexual'' experience is getting off with a couple of girls in clubs. Which felt okay, but I didn't get hard or anything.
When I masturbate, it is often to guys stripping, not having sex - I have no interest in really watching gay sex, or ever having it. I'm unsure what attracts me to it, I don't know if its the stripping, the nudity or the male genitalia.
I can appreciate men that are good-looking, I can appreciate gorgeous women, but on the street, everyday life, I don't get erections or sexual feelings off either sex.
I'm a bit camp - (maybe) I'm not like dancing and prancing, but I'm into the soaps etc. I was mainly raised by my mum, so I am more effeminate, and seem to make friends with girl well - rather than be more likely to have sex with them. Though I also love my sport, football etc (I understand gay men can like football)
Looking forward, I don't want a relationship with a man, I just don't believe it's my thing. I've always wanted a son (and a family - wife) to show them the love and attention I never got,
Obviously, I have some attraction towards men in a sexual way with the above reference, but like I say I've done nothing with anyone to know what I am.
Any advice? Thoughts?
Sorry if some of this is TMI - just trying to be honest. Please be helpful and mature if you comment...
Thanks :)
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