My wifes insecurity is ruining my marriage!!!!

I have been punished long enough. Its been 1 and a half year of pure torture for me. When does my wife's insecurity and low self esteem stop being my problem but hers? Yes she found porn on my phone....yes I did what I am sure a lot of people have done I looked up exes on Facebook. Never once did I reach out to anyone....never did anything inappropriate. I looked. Guilty as charged. I towed the line enough. I am tired of working a hard days work and her running and grabbing my phone and excusing me of deleting my history as soon as I walk in the door. I am tired of the BS. I go to work and I come straight home. I have NEVER cheated on my wife. I never cheated on anyone in my life. I have lived with this too long. I want out. Here is a woman for six years who basically put work and school ahead of me. I excepted a sexless marriage to support her dream to become a nurse. All those nights she was stayed at work till 11 at work I never once thought let me snoop on her. Never once when she would get drunk with her friends after work did I accuse her of cheating. I trusted her. She has punished me long enough. You saw porn. I apologized long enough. I have lived like this too long. I will live with that I was a good husband maybe not great but I am a great father. We both know what you did while pregnant with both kids. I can forgive you for that. But you holding this BS over my head too long. You can blame me forever for destroying your self esteem but I am done at beating myself for it. Reason I direct some of these comments cause she follows everything I write on here. I can't even have a place to express myself without her going through everything I do without reading. Posted via Mobile Device

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