I am currently separated from my husband. Our relationship has been one of very high highs and very low lows. I finally got fed up and sought a divorce. But he took all our savings and paid of his credit cards. So I am back where I started. I am a housewife with no resources. I started the applications for help to get childcare and look for a job in the meantime. Im not sure if its the fact that I am home and thinking so much that makes me so sad, but I am feeling SO sad. Hes been out since Monday. and hes been so nice most of the time. (He was a major ass during the time he found out about the lawyer). Anyways, I know he is behaving cuz he wants to be back home, but as much as I know this it is still pulling at my heart. I feel vulnerable. I feel lost...
is it all normal....when will it go away?? His marriage history is different from mine and so are many of our ideas about everything. I feel this is my best choice at peace. But I haven't told my kids (7) and (3) years old. my son (7) misses his dad and thinks he is working hard and that's why he hasn't been home. I FEEL AWFUL>>>>HELP ME!!! IS THIS NORMAL!?!
is it all normal....when will it go away?? His marriage history is different from mine and so are many of our ideas about everything. I feel this is my best choice at peace. But I haven't told my kids (7) and (3) years old. my son (7) misses his dad and thinks he is working hard and that's why he hasn't been home. I FEEL AWFUL>>>>HELP ME!!! IS THIS NORMAL!?!
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