Hi, I just really feel lonely and am really frustrated with the whole situation. Its a small town, I study Medicine abroad. The guys here, international students, go for easy local girls, who throw themselves just for money. Very few people are really in a committed relationship & those that are cheat or wish to remain open. The local boys, I just don't see myself with them. I have high standards.
Im 22, and the reason why I've never been in a relationship before is because at first I was just focused on studies, I wasn't confident with my looks & body. I didn't think I was worthy. Now, however, I am confident & have started to make more of an effort with myself. I tend to receive a lot of positive attention in general.
I'm a very practical person and a bit of a control freak. I wish to be married by the time I graduate, 26. However, I want to be in a relationship for at least four years before that as I do not want an arranged marriage. If I do not find anyone myself, I will get married by my parents by the time I graduate. I want to be in a relationship with an intention of getting married at the end. I don't want to start anything back home, in London, as with a demanding degree like Medicine I would not be able to keep a relationship long distance.
I really do not what to do, advice will be much appreciated.
Im 22, and the reason why I've never been in a relationship before is because at first I was just focused on studies, I wasn't confident with my looks & body. I didn't think I was worthy. Now, however, I am confident & have started to make more of an effort with myself. I tend to receive a lot of positive attention in general.
I'm a very practical person and a bit of a control freak. I wish to be married by the time I graduate, 26. However, I want to be in a relationship for at least four years before that as I do not want an arranged marriage. If I do not find anyone myself, I will get married by my parents by the time I graduate. I want to be in a relationship with an intention of getting married at the end. I don't want to start anything back home, in London, as with a demanding degree like Medicine I would not be able to keep a relationship long distance.
I really do not what to do, advice will be much appreciated.
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