Last night my husband had a friend spending the night on our couch. His wife recently left him and he needed someone to talk to. I put our kids to bed and then went to bed myself. When my husband finally came to bed he immediately woke me by kissing me and taking off my clothes. I was exhausted and really wasn't into it but I went along with it any how. Then all of a sudden his friend walks into our room. I scrambled to cover myself thinking maybe he needed my husband and didn't knock for fear of waking me. My husband however didn't stop, I had to push him off of me while his friend proceeded to take his shirt off and come over to the bed. My husband kept saying "it's okay, just go with it". I was shocked and humiliated. Even after seeing my reaction my husband kept trying to push me into it and his friend tried to put a guilt trip saying "i really can't handle any more rejection right now". I held my ground and said NO! because I knew that if I went alon g with it to make my husband happy then I would hate myself. I know my husband is impulsive and likes to spice things up, but i feel that my husband thinks of me as cheap, like he can just loan me out to his friends. I just don't know where to go from here.
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