13 yrs together my partner had a ongoing affair for nearly 18 months, bouncing back and forward between both of us .. my fault i know for allowing this cruel treatment of me.. every time he said it was over and he loved me i fell for it , took him back time after time, every time he went again my heart was broken, i was broken a bundle of nerves, shaking no confidence, couldnt sleep, eat or function, felt ripped apart and in so much pain,
i left 6 mths ago, moved miles away , still got texts, emails.. love you , miss you , heart is broken , i was answering texts sometimes nothing personal, i never asked if he moved in with her in fact i never mentioned her, for my own sake i tried not to think about her.. i did enough of that during the affair.
anyway she was an older woman,she died earlier this month , he was with her looking after her, my god, i dont know what way i feel about this, bad movie, crappy novel, but its not its real, he is contacting me seems very down, depressed and in shock, im trying to be a friend an shoulder to cry on maybe , i dont really know what im being, i feel hurt for my partner, but also terribly sad about...what was, what should have been, what can never be the same again
does this make sense to anyone
i left 6 mths ago, moved miles away , still got texts, emails.. love you , miss you , heart is broken , i was answering texts sometimes nothing personal, i never asked if he moved in with her in fact i never mentioned her, for my own sake i tried not to think about her.. i did enough of that during the affair.
anyway she was an older woman,she died earlier this month , he was with her looking after her, my god, i dont know what way i feel about this, bad movie, crappy novel, but its not its real, he is contacting me seems very down, depressed and in shock, im trying to be a friend an shoulder to cry on maybe , i dont really know what im being, i feel hurt for my partner, but also terribly sad about...what was, what should have been, what can never be the same again
does this make sense to anyone
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