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How should I feel/ what happened?

So I'm a bit confused:
I'm a christian and although I've never been totally for no sex before marriage, I was hoping it would be in at least a fully committed relationship with someone I love.
I suppose I just felt ready and like this person was not coming along cos I'm 23yrs old.....
Another factor is that I don't want to marry so does that mean cos of my belief system that that equals no sex forever....that's kinda depressing.
Anywho a few weeks ago, I was on a night out, got ridiculously drunk and ended up sleeping with a guy, now before hand I had told this guy everything beliefs etc and that I was completely inexperienced but he seemed unfazed, however I told him that this was just sex, nothing else.
Fast forward the morning after, I'm getting ready to leave but he says stay...I stay all day, he cooks, we watch movies, make out and later on that night he walks me home (quite far), kisses me at the door, adds me on fb and asks for my number.
We went on a few dates after then nothing at all, stopped reply to my texts, deletes me on fb...:(:( so what was his game? I'm confused, I definitely wasn't after a relationship or anything more but he pushed for it? now nothing....was I used for my naivety?




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