I have been going out with my boyfriend for a year, and the other day he told me that for around the past 10 years he has masturbated to porn almost every morning. I had a pretty good guess that he would masturbate quite often, but I'd never have thought he watches porn pretty much every day. I find the idea of porn disgusting. I told him how I feel and he said that nearly every man does it and it's harmless. I've been telling myself I shouldn't let it really bother me because I know he loves me but I can't get it out of my head. I can't describe how I feel but I suppose I find it rather disturbing to think that he watches other naked women etc. to masturbate all the time. I am so self-conscious about my body. All the women in porn videos are so perfect and I hate my body. It has taken me so much courage to get as far as we have in a physical way because I'd never even had a boyfriend before him, and now I feel like I will never be good enough and he will compare me to them. Maybe it is silly to feel this way but knowing this really has affected me and I can't seem to change my mindset.
Put the internet to work for you.
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