Well Im back here again. Two years ago I went through hell with my wife, she had asked for a seperation that nearly drove me to suicide and then my story twisted into a virtual nightmare that I dont think many people on this whole forum could imagine. It remains on this forum sight if you would like to read. It is way to long and unbelievable to repeat here. Our marriage was done. We hated each other with a hatred that drives one to kill im sure. My days and nights were consumed with revenge at one point but I had my children and had to care for them. She lost everything. I prevailed. Slowly over a short time I let her come home. Dont ask why because I dont know, maybe the kids. We slowly began to love each other again. I had realized I had not been a very good husband and was part to blame. But here , two years later I still think about it everyday and Im having trouble letting those memories go. I still doubt my trust in her as well as times of hatred for what she did. Yet she has not done anything to violate that trust since. She says she loves me, does everything for me. She says shes happy yet my mind remembers "the war" . She seems to have blocked it out. How can I be happy, how do I let go of the memories ???
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