I found out thru my D12, that the ex had gone to the justice of the peace to get married. Today, the ex officially has the OM's last name. I congratulate neither of them, and wish nothing but the least for them both.
If I had someone special to me right now, this likely wouldn't be of any concern to me, but I don't. Nothing has worked or proven remotely promising in any dating websites, or meetup groups. I drive almost an hour to work, and then drive home, and when my daughter is not with me,,,, those weeks are the most difficult. This will be one of those weeks.
I don't know what I feel about the ex remarrying. I know all the advice... how I should have moved on by now, how I should have dated a bunch already and have my calendar booked with fun things to do... but I don't. I am not having any luck in that department, and it emphasizes a sense of stagnation that I have about myself.
God help the man who has that little voice in the back of his head saying, you must have done something wrong to cause all of this, little by little you will see things taken away from you, I am saving other people "from" you... you will get to witness how great their lives become without you,, and it will support the fact that "you" are the problem.
I dunno.... get it over with already. Let the worst happen already so I can know what to expect...
If I had someone special to me right now, this likely wouldn't be of any concern to me, but I don't. Nothing has worked or proven remotely promising in any dating websites, or meetup groups. I drive almost an hour to work, and then drive home, and when my daughter is not with me,,,, those weeks are the most difficult. This will be one of those weeks.
I don't know what I feel about the ex remarrying. I know all the advice... how I should have moved on by now, how I should have dated a bunch already and have my calendar booked with fun things to do... but I don't. I am not having any luck in that department, and it emphasizes a sense of stagnation that I have about myself.
God help the man who has that little voice in the back of his head saying, you must have done something wrong to cause all of this, little by little you will see things taken away from you, I am saving other people "from" you... you will get to witness how great their lives become without you,, and it will support the fact that "you" are the problem.
I dunno.... get it over with already. Let the worst happen already so I can know what to expect...
Put the internet to work for you.
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