I did the unspeakable and cheated on my boyfriend and he found out.
I'm 20 and he's 36 years old. And we're gay.
I moved into his flat on Friday and we decided to have a night out. We went to a gay bar, we both got really drunk. And he thought I got too friendly with another guy. He left the bar and threatened to punch me if I followed him. So I stayed in the bar and drunkenly started kissing the other the guy I was getting friendly with, but that's as far as it went.
I messaged and rang my partner so many times the entire night but he said he didn't care then stopped replying. I was homeless as I was staying with him and I had nowhere to go so I met another guy and stayed with him for the remainder of the night. I had no choice.
In the morning I went back to my boyfriend's and he finally let me in and he asked where I'd stayed and I lied and said with a friend. He then asked to check my phone, as if I stayed with my friend I would've rang or texted him. He then took my phone, locked himself in the bathroom and read through all my messages. He found out I cheated on him with a few guys and been sexting loads more.
He then proceeded to grab me by the throat, throw me out in my underwear and threw all my belongings over the balcony onto the road. He was so angry and flipped. I was so scared, never felt so scared in my entire life.
He texted me loads of abuse. Saying how he was going to turn up to my work etc etc.
Now he's saying he still loves me and wants to meet up.
I don't know if I do want meet now. I saw a side to him that I've never seen before. I was so scared by his reaction. And a part of my thinks he's only asking to meet up so he can take revenge. He's threatened to hit me.
And I don't think I can face him. I can't forgive myself for how much I've hurt him and things could never go back to how they were.
Do you guys think he over reacted or are his actions justified?
We've only been dating for a couple of months and I do love and care for him. Should I meet with him?
I'm 20 and he's 36 years old. And we're gay.
I moved into his flat on Friday and we decided to have a night out. We went to a gay bar, we both got really drunk. And he thought I got too friendly with another guy. He left the bar and threatened to punch me if I followed him. So I stayed in the bar and drunkenly started kissing the other the guy I was getting friendly with, but that's as far as it went.
I messaged and rang my partner so many times the entire night but he said he didn't care then stopped replying. I was homeless as I was staying with him and I had nowhere to go so I met another guy and stayed with him for the remainder of the night. I had no choice.
In the morning I went back to my boyfriend's and he finally let me in and he asked where I'd stayed and I lied and said with a friend. He then asked to check my phone, as if I stayed with my friend I would've rang or texted him. He then took my phone, locked himself in the bathroom and read through all my messages. He found out I cheated on him with a few guys and been sexting loads more.
He then proceeded to grab me by the throat, throw me out in my underwear and threw all my belongings over the balcony onto the road. He was so angry and flipped. I was so scared, never felt so scared in my entire life.
He texted me loads of abuse. Saying how he was going to turn up to my work etc etc.
Now he's saying he still loves me and wants to meet up.
I don't know if I do want meet now. I saw a side to him that I've never seen before. I was so scared by his reaction. And a part of my thinks he's only asking to meet up so he can take revenge. He's threatened to hit me.
And I don't think I can face him. I can't forgive myself for how much I've hurt him and things could never go back to how they were.
Do you guys think he over reacted or are his actions justified?
We've only been dating for a couple of months and I do love and care for him. Should I meet with him?
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