What do i do hm

Hi right okay Well I've been good friends for about 2 years with a girl and earlier this year, i kind of changed my feelings and wanted to be in a relationship with her. I felt signs she might like me to, we talked about kids names, perfect weddings, were inseparable I told her in July I liked her, and she freaked out. Like said I'd changed everything, that I should have been honest, and that we had just got so close that maybe we were confused. A month later, on results night, she spoke to me and said that she didn't have the confidence at the time, but she did like me, she wished it had gone differently. She kind of was talking to another lad, but said it was only as she didn't have me. She said how she only applied to the same Uni as me cause i was going, how shed planned stuff, how she was so upset about not getting in. After being upset for a month of talking, now I played bluff and said I wasnt interested, but I was :/ What do I do. This was way a month ago now, and I didnt even mention it again. She has now moved to Uni, but I feel that I want to say something, without recking our friendship. Although this past month,she has gotten closer to the other boy and I feel ive wrecked my chances :/ What do I do? ;(

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