I have been happily married for two years and 5 months ago my husband said he wanted to start a family, I told him I wasn't ready; with two incomes we will just scrape by if there is a new addition however my husband said that "we have plenty of emergency money put away that we could use" I responded with "that money is for emergencies, a baby shouldn't be an emergency" Anway the conversation went on for 30 minutes and I caved or at least he thinks I caved. I agreed we could start trying; and he thinks we have been trying for these past 5 months however I never had my implant removed, he is starting to worry one of us is infertile and wants to get checked out! I know I will break his heart when I tell him I've been deceiving him for almost half a year. The only other option I can think of is to get my implant removed before a fertility check and if we both come back with all clear results; it will just looklike we are having bad timing but then I'll proba bly get a the implant put back in and the lie will continue; I am being a complete bitch; I feel horrible. I really don't want my husband to leave me and I do one day want to have a family I just want to make sure we are stable in all aspects before we start.
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