| to ill start with a littl backstory, my mom raised me and my two older brothers, my dad moved away when I was 13 to work, he had since lost his job and stayed there. then in 2010' when I was 18 my mom lost her job, home, all.of her money. both my older brothers were away in college so since I only worked I helped out my mom with money whenever she needed it. I've paid all of her storage and phone bills since. my dad claims to.help, and sometimes he does. but not very much. my mom has lived in a little town with her sister since 2011. still hasn't found a job. in jan 2013 I moved to Denver on my own. so.I invited my mom to come stay. but I'm only a bartender.and my rent is very expensive, so is providing for my mom. lately her depression (which isn't obvious) brings me down. I'm always happy and in a good mood but I feel so low now. I feel like everything she says makes me feel guilty.and sad for her. Idecided I want to start college and the only way I can afford to do that is to move home where the cost of living is very cheap. I told my mom that's what I want and that she can stay with me there and get on her feet. but she refuses to go home, shethinks she knows to many people.who will see her as a failure. it makes me feel sad and guilty if I leave and in doing so she will have to leave Denver a place she has really come tto love. idk what to do, should I go home and start school or stay so my mom can start fresh here and be happy again ??? What do I do | |||
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advice about my mom
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