Boyfriend struggles to accept my past

When I was younger I was abused by someone who should have looked after me, I've been with my boyfriend for two and half years (he is 31 and I'm 24) and early on in the relationship I opened up to him about my past to give him the opportunity to leave early if he wanted to before we developed feelings for each other.. He asked me to tell him everything as he wanted to know everything so that he could support me in the best way possible, so I did. I have PTSD and receive counselling but I still have very graphic flashbacks and panic attacks. It has got to the point that my boyfriend cannot bare to touch me sexually as he says he just sees the person who was abused and he doesn't want to scare me or hurt me :/ I don't know what to do, I've tried talking to him but he says it isn't a big deal he is just taking my best interests into account but I'm scared that he isn't dealing with my past at all :/

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