Feeling so betrayed and suffering PTSD

I know it's been over 2 year now, and being nearly 30 I should really get over it, but I still suffer PTSD (e.g.from rashes, lack of sleep and feeling random bursts of rage when I shouldn't, e.g. in driving) over what an ex did to me. Basically, I made the mistake of taking nude photos during a relationship, both for the ex and also for an adult magazine. It was a mistake because when I broke up with him, he - together with his spiteful sister - uploaded those photos onto Facebook, Twitter, and a racing website in which there was a thread about promotional models and I was mentioned in it as being a 'random hottie and possible face to look out for'. I had just graduated from a Masters and things were looking up for me until that happened! I straightaway went to the police who couldn't do anything about the magazine photos as I was paid for them, so I had to get rid of those myself by reporting the images and asking website admins to remove them etc. Literally the ex just got a slap on the wrist! So angry. My reputation wasn't ruined because people knew what was going on but still. I feel so extremely betrayed. :(

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