kinda a long one to read but greatful for the 2 cents.

so i've separated from my ex-wife almost a year ago and finalized a divorce in february. a few weeks after the seperation i started talking to my highschool sweetheart again. at the time she had a boyfriend and i respected that. feelings started coming back from both ends and before you knew it she started to cheat on her boyfriend. a few months later she left him and now its been about 4 months since she left him. we attempted to start a "dating" type relationship and it got kinda awkward. we removed the title and since then it has been going to the next level. we both want to take it slow due to the fact we both have a cheating record. since we started getting somewhat serious we both have been monogamous (i think thats how you spell it). it hasnt been put into stone but its there. we still consider ourselves single cause we are both scared to hurt each other due to the track record we both have. she isnt seeing someone else but i dont think i c an stand thinking about it. she kinda knows she aint the only one but she knows that shes more of a priority then any other girl in my life. she hates it and i can tell cause any girl wouldnt like that but she doesnt want to stop me due to us not "being together." i dont want a relationship at the moment cause i just came from a 6 year marriage and have 2 kids at 25 years of age but i cant stop thinking about her. she says she cant stop thinking about me either. its pretty much driving me crazy at this point and i dont know what to do. i dont want to leave her cause she is so right for me but i dont know if i want to stick with it cause i'm scared. how do i deal with not wanting her to date around and be mine but know inside i'm not ready for that step yet and i dont think she is either. this is tough. anyone know anything that might help me?

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