Two loves

I don't know if this is the right forum for this and I'm new but here goes. 14 years ago I broke up with my boyfriend. It was a very hard decision as I loved him but I was a scared 16 year old and he went into the Army. I honestly thought that he was going to break up with me when he came back and I didn't want to wait for that long just to get dumped. I met the guy that went on to be my husband about 2 months after he left. As I said it was a very hard decision but I made it. Anyway, I have never stopped loving my ex. I dream about him almost every night but never about my husband. Don't get me wrong, I love my husband also, but I also love my ex. I never thought that at 30 I would still be acting like a confused teenager but here I am. I'm not really sure what advice I am looking for or if I am looking for somebody to say woman, you're dumb lol. Anyway thanks for listening and any advice that you give.

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