Feel like running away again

Things are a little better with my husband now working again. We are selling this house and that has been a nightmare trying to hire people to do repairs and basic service work. My husband is having anxiety before going to work. That is ok but really stop disrupting my day because of it. Like today, I wanted to get going on a project and I thought Ok I will drop him off at work and get back by 9am and get started but he kept laying in bed and I said are you going and he would say yes so I waited to get started with my work. I said it doesn't matter if you stay home or go, I just need to know so I can get started with my work. He insisted he was going. So finally 4 hours later, yes 4 hours, he said he was ready and I took him to work. This was after I just sat down at my desk and started working. I swear 10 minutes after I started, he then wanted me to take him to work. I think this was really unfair of him to make me wait 4 hours to decide if he was going to work. I shouldn't even be giving him rides to work. It is a 45 minute walk and he doesn't drive and refuses to learn. Every day it is some ordeal with him, with the house or something. I haven't actually worked on my business for a week now because of all these other things I have to do. If I don't do it, it just won't get done. And yes these are things that HAD to be done like having panels in the veranda/porch replaced after a storm blew them down. I thought about going back to work in the office again and I tried that for about 3 weeks and I had those aural migraines almost every day. I am still feeling so burnout from the type of work I do and trapped. It seems the more I try, the further behind I get. I really get tired of having to handle everything myself. I hate it.

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