I'll try to make this short and sweet, but please I'm already suffering with PPD so no rude replies, thanks:)
I have only been married 9 months but it's been hell. My son from a previous relationship was 16 at the time when DH came into our lives, well all was good, or so it seemed until we got married because DH and I had a fight (he was on the phone calling me everything under the sun) and my son walked in and asked could he please stop disrespecting me (it's always just been him and I, so he's protective of me) my DH threw the phone down and tried to beat my son up so I stepped in, and made DH leave, well that was last summer and we are still seperated as he still has anger issues among other things.
I always told him when my son moved out not to expect me to move back in until we got ourselves together to even see if we could save our marriage but he took it upon himself to try to move back in. So today I almost had to go to the ER because he stressed me out so much about my son being here when he came back from running errands; I told him to go home because I needed space and of course he got pissed and threw the stuff he had over here in a trash bag. What's even worse is his mother lives with him now and she's an alcoholic who's always talking bad about me, even looked us both in the eye and asked if our son (he's 10 months) was even his, which at that point I was totally done with her.
I got married because I was trying to do right by our son, but I don't deserve to be treated like this:mad::( I suggested we go back to counseling, but of course he says no, so I'm at the end of my rope. I have applied for new housing and I don't want him to come with me as I would just stay here because I feel it'll be the same stuff and I don't want that for my son or me.
Thanks for listening:rant:
I have only been married 9 months but it's been hell. My son from a previous relationship was 16 at the time when DH came into our lives, well all was good, or so it seemed until we got married because DH and I had a fight (he was on the phone calling me everything under the sun) and my son walked in and asked could he please stop disrespecting me (it's always just been him and I, so he's protective of me) my DH threw the phone down and tried to beat my son up so I stepped in, and made DH leave, well that was last summer and we are still seperated as he still has anger issues among other things.
I always told him when my son moved out not to expect me to move back in until we got ourselves together to even see if we could save our marriage but he took it upon himself to try to move back in. So today I almost had to go to the ER because he stressed me out so much about my son being here when he came back from running errands; I told him to go home because I needed space and of course he got pissed and threw the stuff he had over here in a trash bag. What's even worse is his mother lives with him now and she's an alcoholic who's always talking bad about me, even looked us both in the eye and asked if our son (he's 10 months) was even his, which at that point I was totally done with her.
I got married because I was trying to do right by our son, but I don't deserve to be treated like this:mad::( I suggested we go back to counseling, but of course he says no, so I'm at the end of my rope. I have applied for new housing and I don't want him to come with me as I would just stay here because I feel it'll be the same stuff and I don't want that for my son or me.
Thanks for listening:rant:
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