Hello folks,
I am new to his forum. Can't introduce myself as I want to keep my privacy intact.
Here goes my first post..
I am 30 years old male professional working in MNC since 8-9 years. Got married 2.5 years back. Not very fond of women so no bad past, but lots of confusions, distractions and porn addiction carrying forward i.e. part of my life now.
I see lots of women in office, going in and out, talking, stalking, loud bad mouthed feminists and feminine girls and ladies. Not bad, every kind of substance exists in our industry for both sexes. By god's grace, dealing with such distractions is no big deal so no problem at workplace at all. :smthumbup:
Things changed post marriage. Relationship was going good when we were away from our native, families and known too friends. We moved from Tier-1 to Tier-2 Indian city (Bangalore) and enjoyed healthy cosmopolitan life for about 2 years.
But one distraction's impact remains over me for long i.e. my hot and sweet sister-in-law. She is hot, tempting, sexy, voluptuous, unmarried and she is very nice to me. We enjoy 'not so naughty' meaningful face to face conversations in family gatherings. She dresses up so well that she eventually becomes the centre of attraction (or distraction for people like me) and I keep my emotions under control.
When I go back home, I keep on thinking about her for days, unable to concentrate on work or other things I love, forget that I have a wife and just do sinful activities like masturbation by watching her look alike porn movies on xnxx, xvideos, brazzers etc. Whenever I see her facebook updates, she looks more bustier than before resulting in more temptation or masturbation.
Since past few months I am residing at my native and due to some unnecessary reason I have to go to my in-laws once in two weeks. I try to avoid them but no luck.
Here are some things going worse..
1. She doesn't come online via gtalk, whatsapp, facebook and all. She never talks to both me and spouse unless there is some event. I don't even know where she is or does she even exists? But if she comes on facebook, she posts pictures of hers and my spouse and she never put pictures of mine or anyone from my family. She boasts a lot about her sister on facebook which makes things confusing and complicated, so I ask myself, what's going on?
2. Her family, i.e. my in laws are no good to me. They keep on praising their children and for them I don't exist anywhere.
3. The day I got married, my father boasts a lot about my spouse in family functions. Me and my brother feel lost and disconnected.
4. 2.5 years without proper sex with partner is a pretty long time :(
What the hell is wrong or what's going on? And how to deal with such issues?
Shall I move away from my native again?
Please help!
I am new to his forum. Can't introduce myself as I want to keep my privacy intact.
Here goes my first post..
I am 30 years old male professional working in MNC since 8-9 years. Got married 2.5 years back. Not very fond of women so no bad past, but lots of confusions, distractions and porn addiction carrying forward i.e. part of my life now.
I see lots of women in office, going in and out, talking, stalking, loud bad mouthed feminists and feminine girls and ladies. Not bad, every kind of substance exists in our industry for both sexes. By god's grace, dealing with such distractions is no big deal so no problem at workplace at all. :smthumbup:
Things changed post marriage. Relationship was going good when we were away from our native, families and known too friends. We moved from Tier-1 to Tier-2 Indian city (Bangalore) and enjoyed healthy cosmopolitan life for about 2 years.
But one distraction's impact remains over me for long i.e. my hot and sweet sister-in-law. She is hot, tempting, sexy, voluptuous, unmarried and she is very nice to me. We enjoy 'not so naughty' meaningful face to face conversations in family gatherings. She dresses up so well that she eventually becomes the centre of attraction (or distraction for people like me) and I keep my emotions under control.
When I go back home, I keep on thinking about her for days, unable to concentrate on work or other things I love, forget that I have a wife and just do sinful activities like masturbation by watching her look alike porn movies on xnxx, xvideos, brazzers etc. Whenever I see her facebook updates, she looks more bustier than before resulting in more temptation or masturbation.
Since past few months I am residing at my native and due to some unnecessary reason I have to go to my in-laws once in two weeks. I try to avoid them but no luck.
Here are some things going worse..
1. She doesn't come online via gtalk, whatsapp, facebook and all. She never talks to both me and spouse unless there is some event. I don't even know where she is or does she even exists? But if she comes on facebook, she posts pictures of hers and my spouse and she never put pictures of mine or anyone from my family. She boasts a lot about her sister on facebook which makes things confusing and complicated, so I ask myself, what's going on?
2. Her family, i.e. my in laws are no good to me. They keep on praising their children and for them I don't exist anywhere.
3. The day I got married, my father boasts a lot about my spouse in family functions. Me and my brother feel lost and disconnected.
4. 2.5 years without proper sex with partner is a pretty long time :(
What the hell is wrong or what's going on? And how to deal with such issues?
Shall I move away from my native again?
Please help!
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