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Why is this happening to me?

I don't know what to do. I've had enough. This is my situation:

I am 16. My dad has three wives (mum included). My mum was the first wife and the third wife he married a year ago. She's younger than me too. Recently my dad ran away to be with his third wife. And i think my mum's taking everything out on me.

I don't know how to word this but I'm shaking with fear. I'm being beaten up daily by none other than my mum. Just yesterday she pulled out a whole wad of hair from my head. I suffer from verbal abuse on a daily basis and have a low self esteem because of the things she says to me. She's constantly cursing me and telling me that I deserve to go to hell. I get death threats from her all the time.

Before when my dad was here she was a bit calm. Now it's a different story. The worst thing is she only behaves like this towards me. None of my other siblings get death threats, beaten up. I suffer from kidney problems too and she likes to pinch me hard in the kidneys until I cry and scream. She's taken my phone away from me yet all my other siblings have their phones. Every time I try to revise she'll yell at me for something minor. I'm doing my a levels but at this rate I'm failing as i can't even focus. My teachers don't like me for being lazy and sleeping in lessons (she wakes up 2 in the morning to pull me out of bed with a bucket of water to the face and makes me clean sometimes).

I can't do anything. I'm too scared to eat because I think she'll poison me. I'm too scared to do anything. :(

I don't know who to blame? Who's fault is this really? My mum's or my dad's? :(

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