Haven't been here in a while because I thought I've finally found a way to deal with my problems by myself, but today I just collapsed.
I've been in a relationship for 5 years and we're both in our early twenties. Last few years were revolutionary in the way we communicate and do things together. But sometimes we just fall back to our past routines and I feel horrible about it.
It's all because I feel paranoid and inferior. It's like I always expect him to try and control me or get his way or whatever, and it easily makes me aggressively defensive. I also don't trust myself a lot because I tend to read a situation wrong and then it turns out I've misinterpreted everything and I end up feeling like a fool. I feel so unable to communicate, like a child.
I'm just so confused and don't know what to do. It's so exausting :(
I've been in a relationship for 5 years and we're both in our early twenties. Last few years were revolutionary in the way we communicate and do things together. But sometimes we just fall back to our past routines and I feel horrible about it.
It's all because I feel paranoid and inferior. It's like I always expect him to try and control me or get his way or whatever, and it easily makes me aggressively defensive. I also don't trust myself a lot because I tend to read a situation wrong and then it turns out I've misinterpreted everything and I end up feeling like a fool. I feel so unable to communicate, like a child.
I'm just so confused and don't know what to do. It's so exausting :(
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