Theres a girl I like. As in, *Really* like. I've been trying to get close to her in the past four/five months and I even got her a valentines card. Over the february schoolbreak it kinda broke down a little and it wasn't until last week that we started talking again. There was some admissions and apologies and we looked to be going good. She even texted me that night. Come sunday, I hadn't heard from her again but I just decided to brush it off. So theres this guy who came to me in PE one day and joked how, as her 'cousin', he didn't want any hanky panky and how he saw the card. I joked along.
The other day, we were outside and he called my name, he was holding her in a incredibly sexual way and grinding against her. I just turned away, what the hell was going on? Next thing he took my planner and ripped the bindings out. So the other day I asked her friend who he was and she revealed they were dating. Huge shock. But by now, I was past caring, hell, there are still feelings but why waste my time? Today, I did some afterschool history and he was there with her. They were all coupled up, I didn't care. On the walk home though, he said to her 'Say goodbye to your boyfriend' twice and she did. I simply said 'You're too inconsistant' and walked away. Why would he do that? First claim to be her cousin, then just swoop in despite my efforts and now mock me? Its the mocking which hurt because, I do care for her but it seems like its a huge joke to them both. I didn't even engage. He also sat next to me at fir st in the history class and playfully put his fist into my face and that irritated me. On the way home, I was upstairs on the bus and they were on the same bus. I was speaking to a old friend I could feel him watching me. Hell, even as I was walking home, they went nearly the same way! It peed me off. My friend was ill also so it was just me.
I later found out though, they've been dating for over a month. So all this time I was trying, she knew and didn't say a thing. I also heard some guys saying he's a nasty piece of work and he drags her around.
The other day, we were outside and he called my name, he was holding her in a incredibly sexual way and grinding against her. I just turned away, what the hell was going on? Next thing he took my planner and ripped the bindings out. So the other day I asked her friend who he was and she revealed they were dating. Huge shock. But by now, I was past caring, hell, there are still feelings but why waste my time? Today, I did some afterschool history and he was there with her. They were all coupled up, I didn't care. On the walk home though, he said to her 'Say goodbye to your boyfriend' twice and she did. I simply said 'You're too inconsistant' and walked away. Why would he do that? First claim to be her cousin, then just swoop in despite my efforts and now mock me? Its the mocking which hurt because, I do care for her but it seems like its a huge joke to them both. I didn't even engage. He also sat next to me at fir st in the history class and playfully put his fist into my face and that irritated me. On the way home, I was upstairs on the bus and they were on the same bus. I was speaking to a old friend I could feel him watching me. Hell, even as I was walking home, they went nearly the same way! It peed me off. My friend was ill also so it was just me.
I later found out though, they've been dating for over a month. So all this time I was trying, she knew and didn't say a thing. I also heard some guys saying he's a nasty piece of work and he drags her around.
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