I'm pretty sick of men, such *******s right?
I'm just kidding gentlefolk. My boyfriend is being a bit of a muppet to put it nicely. I realised he's playing some mental mind games with me as he goes from 'let's get engaged' to 'let's break up' with no middle ground whatsoever.
So anyway, we had a massive argument today as he lied about staying late at work so he could go home and watch the football with his mates (I don't mind this chaps, I just prefer he'd tell me.) Our issue is I used to be a lot more possessive in the past due to the depression, lack of self esteem, believing that I would end up with 50 cats all named after Shakespeare characters. I don't care as much now, it's not I care less about him, just I'm much more chilled and less stressed but he can't see past who I used to be.
Anyway, I went to boxercise today where my lovely friend went through characters of being my boyfriend to being my manager whilst I punched the pads, bless her. I feel it'll be alright to be single for a year or two so long as I keep happy. Besides, if I had 50 cats named after Shakespeare characters, I could make some damn awesome plays for all the catfolk.
The main point is, I haven't lived here for long and I haven't got many friends. I'm trying to stop myself from texting this guy, so please give me a little love, a few jokes so that I can forget about him for tonight and see what tomorrow brings.
Give me some love :D
I'm just kidding gentlefolk. My boyfriend is being a bit of a muppet to put it nicely. I realised he's playing some mental mind games with me as he goes from 'let's get engaged' to 'let's break up' with no middle ground whatsoever.
So anyway, we had a massive argument today as he lied about staying late at work so he could go home and watch the football with his mates (I don't mind this chaps, I just prefer he'd tell me.) Our issue is I used to be a lot more possessive in the past due to the depression, lack of self esteem, believing that I would end up with 50 cats all named after Shakespeare characters. I don't care as much now, it's not I care less about him, just I'm much more chilled and less stressed but he can't see past who I used to be.
Anyway, I went to boxercise today where my lovely friend went through characters of being my boyfriend to being my manager whilst I punched the pads, bless her. I feel it'll be alright to be single for a year or two so long as I keep happy. Besides, if I had 50 cats named after Shakespeare characters, I could make some damn awesome plays for all the catfolk.
The main point is, I haven't lived here for long and I haven't got many friends. I'm trying to stop myself from texting this guy, so please give me a little love, a few jokes so that I can forget about him for tonight and see what tomorrow brings.
Give me some love :D
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