Be Careful What You Wish For

Hopefully its nothing serious But I, am the hornest male on earth.I have been married to a LD wife for 30 yrs.I have prayed to God at times to please remove my sexual desires from my mind.I am the worst case HD male ever.I have always had sex run my life.I drove my wife crasy with always wanting to have sex .And the answer was always maybe later.Or it was just Duty Sex.I never have gotten a BJ from her.She thinks its Gross,It was always just a plain as can be sexual event. The women could careless about it. Well some things have change in the last Month.I do not have any sexual desire at all for nothing.I have tried to masterbate and can't get it up and if I can I can't finish.I have had sex twice with the wife and Its broken.I think I got what I asked for.I have tried to look at porn to see if that helped it did'nt. I am a little concerned about it all.But at the same time I am a little releived that maybe my life long battle with it is over.I would love to reverse my married life with my wife and be able to tell her sorry not interested in sex.I love her so much and all I always wanted was a balanced sex life.Even though I always wanted more I would of settled for some form of balance.For 30 yrs. the sex was at best twice a month and not much fun at that.So maybe she is getting as well what she wished for to.Some how I feel at peace with it.Maybe my mind and body as just raised the white flag and the sex war is over.Their is already some comfort in it all not to have to beg fo r it or count on it.Or plan a evening around something that never happened.I will keep you posted

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