Is there anything you wish you could do again?

I would love to be able to be given the chance to start again, with my friendships/relationships. I realise that perhaps I listened to the wrong people for too long, and they changed how I really saw the world, and the circumstance I was in could of been so much better. I was bullied for a number of years, and so it made me unable to be trusting, and really scared to love. It pushed so many people away, and made me doubt my abilities to be supportive, and take something for its present moment and forget the future for it hasn't happened yet. I wish I could undo all those insecure moments, and be more confident, and trusting. Ill health has taken so much away from me, and I wished things were somewhat different and that I could make amends to those I hurt along the way.

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