I am 18 and have been travelling for 2 months on the other side of the world. 2 months before I left I got together with a boy, now my boyfriend. However whilst travelling I've seen a lot more things and experienced a new culture very different to my own. Now whenever I message or think about my boyfriend, he seems so young. He's 21, and has had 2 gap years, but hasn't been travelling on any occasion. He worked in the supermarket since he was 16 and has pretty much stayed there since. This never bothered me when I was at home before, but now I feel as if this creates distance between us. I am going to Uni this September and would like a fresh start and to start my own adventure, like how I am now travelling.
however my boyfriend is completely devoted and even suggested moving in together during uni. He was also very clingy at first when I went away, always texting me asking me how I felt about him. I got very annoyed and told him several times not to do this, and every time he just continued the next day, with pages of emails asking what I was doing and how I felt. I decided not to reply and we didn't talk for a while. We are talking again now and it's just 2 weeks until I see him again. But honestly I'm not sure what I want, with uni pending and other things? I want to see how it is whilst I'm at home and we're together again, but also, I'm feel as if I've changed and I can't really help or explain that to him, can I, also I'm not sure what this will mean for the future?
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