I'm so confused by just wanting fun at the moment, i'm 18 and in my first year at university.
No one is really taking my fancy, yet i'm speaking to a couple of boys.
The one boy i think i like however is my flat mate. We get with each other most times after a night out
but don't seem to acknowledge it in the morning, and is never awkward. I've text him twice asking to 'chill', after nights out, to which he has rejected twice and said he's tired. However he's text me before.
He says he doesn't want a girlfriend, and at one time was stopping us getting with each other a little because he didn't want me to get attached. Unfortunately that didn't work out and we ended up getting together again.
When we went out i saw him speaking to a girl that i know has text him before and they;ve kissed before, it literally killed me inside to see this.
I really enjoy getting with him a lot, out of everyone i have done. Maybe it's because i sort of know i can't have him? I often like boys like that. But we do get on very very well etc, he's even said that before. He basically said that i probably will be his girlfriend next year when we move out, but he contradicts himself all the time about this, and then speaks to other girls.
I don't know what to do, its playing on my mind so much.
We have just finished for a 3 week christmas break also…
Also - when he thought i was crying over him getting with another girl, this was when he thought we should stop getting with each other and acted colder..
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