I'll keep this as short as possible. My marriage has had issues since it started. I just didn't know it for a long time. My husband has always put wants ahead of my dreams. I guess it's been a long ride of emotional neglect...losing myself along the way. Right after I got married I swapped jobs.my boss has always been there for me..professionally and emotionally when I need it. Eventually he moved up inthe company and he gave me his job.I paid all the bills while my husband blew his money. Didn't listen to what I felt was wrong in our marriage, and ultimately made feel hopeless. After 4 years we were blessed with a beautiful baby girl.his lack of responsibility and respect for how much I work took over and made me even more resentful after the baby.I brought my issues up to him again...No interest in a fix.I confided in my old boss about how I felt, only to find out the thingwas going on with his marriage.we wound up bonding and talking way more than used to.over a period of a week we realized that we have had feelings for each other for some time.He asked his wife for a divorce because he's not a cheater and he knew he couldn't be with her knowing he had fallen in love with me. I was soon to follow, asking my husband for a divorce.he's not a bad person.now he is trying so hard to win me back and I feel like he is finally capable of change but my hearts not in it anymore.an ia completely terrible person for wanting to leave him? My daughter is 6 months old and the other guy wants to help me take care of her and give me everything my husband never did...
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