Yeah one of those threads.....
24, virgin used by girls cause I was too nice and then used by a girl I truely loved for 4 years who one minute could be OK to get as much as a hug then the next even the slightest touch would be like poison to her. So im not the most confiendt or the best looking and have real self hate. So a month ago I got real down and fed up of all my friends lording there sexual acts over me so I booked an escort and went through with it.
She was a very nice and friendly woman so there was that and attractive to boot (french girl swell) but now I have that little niggle in my head telling me what I did. I've told one of my freinds and he was like "good on you as long as you were safe" people at work have asked me if I've had sex and I've told them yes but just a one night thing (kinda was) but - I haven't told my best friend because I dunno how she would think of me. I've still told her and others that I'm still a virgin but the people at work ive told the opposite. Maybe I should have kept it all to myself self knowing I wasn't a virgin but I'm not sure what to do? I doubt my work mates would ever meet my personal mates but if i hate lying too ya know? When in that mind set i wasn't thinking straight and now not sure what to do.
Put the internet to work for you.
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