SO pretty much in the last few weeks my depressions come back, and its affecting my relationship with my girlfriend.
Im starting to feel that to her Im just there as a convenience I always put her needs before my own.. but I just feel like shes only with me as im convenient these days, she barely talks to me or takes hours to reply even if shes not that busy, yet when shes with me shes on her phone as soon as I leave the room to reply to people whove texted her or facebooked her.. Its really annoying as when im with her I usually turn my phone off so its more quality time between just me and her with no distractions..
Im also suspicious that shes been flirting with other guys as the other day she pretty much was hiding her phone messages as I walked back through the door and even took her phone to the toilet which she doesnt usually do..
I did see how long one of the messages to a guy was and it was like an entire essay type message which is what mine and hers use to be like but recently she replies to about 40% of the message I send her as though shes not even trying..
I dont really know what to do I dont want to falsely accuse her of flirting with other guys.. its just the essay message was a guy she use to have a thing with and is still best friends with whos now single (again)
because of all my worries about this and her barely trying I fear my feelings for her are slowly changing as if I dont even really care anymore
I dont think shell end it for another month or two because of xmas but I fear the worst for my relationship and Ive no idea what to really do..
Put the internet to work for you.
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