so i have an amazing gf who i want to be with long term, can't imagine her not in my life etc etc.
However there is a woman at work who is older than me, im 24 she's 39 but a young 39 (looks 30 acts 25). She's pretty damn tidy and we get along great, we banter well and have a similar sense of humour, we both like the dirty jokes and innuendos which from the outside comes off as flirtatious but that's not how it's intended. I'm in her department 2 days a week and when i first started she showed me the ropes and then there was a huge staff shortage so it was just us two with a mountain of really stressful work and we both kept each others spirits up. In short i have a massive crush but it's purely lustful.
We had our works xmas party recently and we had a proper laugh, she then showed a couple of us before and after pictures of her boob job which didn't help my crush, not to mention she's quite open about her sex life with everyone
When i think about it, i have zero desire to be with her (not to mention it would never happen and her husband is built like a brick **** house). Just one night of (maybe two cos im greedy) of non stop sex would get rid of it im sure. however that isn't an option
It goes without saying that i would never act on these urges but how do i get rid of this crush, i've tried knocking one out over her - doesnt help, can't avoid her cos i'm on the desk opposite her and when i'm not it's a small building.
how do i get rid of the crush?
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