I really hate this feeling. I feel like whenever I'm single I'm just always wondering when I'm going to meet someone, and whenever I'm with someone I just always think about them.. no idea why I seem to value relationships so highly!
I was with someone for 2 years and I broke up with him in Feb. Dated another guy from March to September, got quite hurt by that break-up.. and I just stopped dating someone here at uni. He was nice but it was nothing special and I think I just went along with it for the sake of having someone there, which is pathetic, I realise! He broke it off cos he didn't want a serious relationship in first year. And now I just feel a bit sad because I'm single, not because I'm not with him specifically...
I know this is a terrible way to be and I wish I wasn't, I wish it just didn't occur to me at all. How can I stop being so bothered about relationships? Is it simply just a case of getting used to being single? I hate being 'that person'.
I was with someone for 2 years and I broke up with him in Feb. Dated another guy from March to September, got quite hurt by that break-up.. and I just stopped dating someone here at uni. He was nice but it was nothing special and I think I just went along with it for the sake of having someone there, which is pathetic, I realise! He broke it off cos he didn't want a serious relationship in first year. And now I just feel a bit sad because I'm single, not because I'm not with him specifically...
I know this is a terrible way to be and I wish I wasn't, I wish it just didn't occur to me at all. How can I stop being so bothered about relationships? Is it simply just a case of getting used to being single? I hate being 'that person'.
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