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I wish I were asexual :(

I'm a single girl who's never slept with anyone due to personal standards; people say I'm fairly attractive and I often get the chance of a one night stand when I go out but it doesn't appeal to me. I'm in no place for a relationship right now either though I kind of wish I had one.

Problem is, the lack of sex is really starting to get to me. I've lived the last 19 years of my life without it and haven't died, but getting myself off just isn't working any more. Is it healthy to try to stop thinking about it? To just turn my sex drive off?

It's always been really high, but I won't sleep with anyone unless he's my boyfriend, and, without going into too much detail getting a boyfriend is impossible/extremely impractical, at least for the next month. I was thinking of starting to watch porn or getting a sex toy something but I wouldn't know where to start and it feels like it'd just be feeding an addiction. I can't concentrate on my work as much either and usually I'm so fussy about how hard I study. I just want to not think about sex or guys at all for now.




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