she broke up with me

So my girlfriend, who had been acting strange and originally agreed to go on a 3 week break on friday, rang me yesterday to say the break wouldn't work or change how she feels cos she'd know that afterwards she'd see me again. Due to this she broke up with me and said it's not working for her anymore and that for things to ever stand a chance of working again we need to split up. I was absolutely devastated and crying my eyes out, she came over and gave me a hug and kiss and said sorry and we said our goodbyes. I'm absolutely devastated i spent so much time with this girl over 2 years and put in so much effort i just feel completely floored, lonely and empty. She lives over the road from me when i'm back home and plans to go to the same university as me next year. She said that we had spent too much time together over Easter and that she'd started seeing me as more of a friend because the passion had fizzled out. I know people say 'you'll find someone else' but i really can't see how. When i'm back home i dont drive and live in a very remote area where all my friends have girlfriends and people settle down very, very young. If you're single and over 21 you're massively frowned upon. I have 2 years left at university and although it's a good place to meet people i don't really enjoy nights out or trying to approach girls, it's just not my scene. I'm grieving for the girlfriend i've lost and also the plans we had together, she talked about plans for the future and how much she hoped we'd get married so regularly i just feel like she has taken everything from me. I also have exams coming up over the next few weeks and i just can't get this off my mind. I've never been through a breakup before but this is comfortably the hardest experience of my life to date and at the minute i don't know how i'm going to get through it

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