| I'm quite moral, principled and disciplined a lot of the time, but I also have a fun, adventurous, curious and rebellious side to me, and that reflects in my attitude to sex. I've never slept with anyone before but I can't decide how I want to approach my love life. Part of me doesn't want to sleep with anyone till I'm in a really committed relationship/married, focus on being happy single for now and wait for a guy who meets really high standards. The other half doesn't care too much, perhaps not going as far as a one night stand but so long as a guy's reasonably nice and quite fit all this part of me wants to do is have him take me like a man. I have a weird fantasy about someone being really dominating during my first time and hurting me and "roughing me up" a lot and I don't know where it's come from. As a result I can't even decide whether to get a boyfriend or not (I get male attention but turn it down as I am unsure) or what standards to have. Should I sort out my split personality before sorting out my split attitude to sex? Help :( | |||
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