| since my ex of 2 years broke up with me a few weeks ago (she's 18, i'm 20) i have been trying to get on with my own life and i've hooked up with a few girls on nights out however they haven't led to anything and i don't want them to as i'm not ready at the moment. After a weekend away with my friends I was feeling quite optimistic about the future and feeling strong within myself until i heard that my ex has been having a guy over her house recently. The guy is renowned for trying it on with everyone and he only recently hooked up with my best friends ex a few days after they'd broken up, my ex girlfriend even knows about this as i told her when we were still together. Since i found this out i haven't been able to take my mind off it and it's hurting like hell. She lives so nearby i really hope i don't see them together. I thought i was more over it than i am. It's a combination of anger and hurt, i can't help but feel it's desperation on her behalf and she's jumped at the first sign of any male attention she's received since the breakup. As they've been seeing each other i feel like it's a matter of time till she's in another relationship and this is really going to hurt me. i haven't talked to her for several weeks but this has really set me back quite a lot. I feel like she must never have cared about me and feel quite down about all the time and effort i wasted. I thought i was more over her than i am and this has really brought up some old feelings and made me miss her a lot. I know contacting her would be foolish and i'm not going to but i just feel really rocked by the news of her seeing another lad and it has knocked me for six | |||
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