my short relationships, started as friends and after a while I began to date them. we made love a few times (max 6) but they soon left. I started to have one night stands because I was hurting, nobody would except me, they just wanted their leg over. I liked the build up, kissing etc but the sex was dull, I just laid there till it was over. I left feeling ashamed and ask myself why do i do this to myself?/
I just wanted someone to love me. I am a kind person, I put everyone before myself. I did meet someone in the end but my past has put a lot of strain on our relationship.He hates what I did to myself.. My friends said its OK what i did...but they have also lied to their husbands/partners about how may partners they have been with. If it was OK, why lie?
I was so stupid, letting all those men get inside me. I never used protection well sometime.
I think you should make a man work for it, now. I wish i had. soon as he has had his way with you he has no reason to stay.
Put the internet to work for you.
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