I lost the battle my wavering ways of 30 months ago came to fruition and became a reality and I now am a cheater. Labelled just the same as all of the other cheaters out there.
After almost 20 years of marriage I'm caught in a vicious cycle of planning, deception, and lies. Now in deep it is so hard to stop.
Nothing has changed in our marriage or family life that is perceptible except now for 8hrs or so a month I'm philandering.
If you would have asked me 10 years ago if I would be here I would have bet the farm that I would not be.
Life is crazy that is for sure! It's hard to look in the mirror......I compartmentalize it to the Nth degree almost like it's a dream or isn't really happening.
Wish me luck to stop!!
Anyone else have a spouse that dramatically changed due to a life event? Did they ever change back?
After almost 20 years of marriage I'm caught in a vicious cycle of planning, deception, and lies. Now in deep it is so hard to stop.
Nothing has changed in our marriage or family life that is perceptible except now for 8hrs or so a month I'm philandering.
If you would have asked me 10 years ago if I would be here I would have bet the farm that I would not be.
Life is crazy that is for sure! It's hard to look in the mirror......I compartmentalize it to the Nth degree almost like it's a dream or isn't really happening.
Wish me luck to stop!!
Anyone else have a spouse that dramatically changed due to a life event? Did they ever change back?
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